It's been a rough couple weeks. Grandma Sheri's cancer took a sudden turn for the worst, and while first given about 6 months to live, they have shortened the estimate to...mmm about a week ago... Knowing that grandma would not be cheated out of her last birthday and Mother's Day this past week, I am glad to say she is still about and smiling. I got to see her gorgeous smile today for a few seconds, and it was the highlight of my week. It is truly baffling to be so far away. I don't know if my brain has, or will process this for a long time to come. We have decided to come out to Utah for the "graduation party"-as Sheri is now referring to it! But it is so hard to not hop on a plane right now to give her one last squeeze. I am just so grateful for every minute I had living with them during our marriage. Her generosity floored me every day, and her living advice and support has shaped who I am, and who I strive to be. I adore her.
I feel like I've been living under a cloud this last week. Just an odd disconnected shell. A few things have added up to my feeling this way, but I don't think I even realized the full extent until tonight. Let's just say, I am so grateful for Priesthood blessings, and my sweet Addison.